an urge so deep, i can't see an end to it all..

life itself has complicated my feelings...

i may never know what it is...

all i know is that every moment we shared has been a blast...

you showed me how to laugh...

how to smile...

how to miss a smile...

how life is simple enough that we should just go along.

i could never forget the way your teeth gllimmer when you smile...

how your voice soothes my inner anxiety...

or how every moment with you seems not enough for me to survive a day....

but i survive my everydays in the hope of seeing you again...

in the hope of sharing a smile with you...

sharing a moment of silence and tranquility...

a smile... a tear... a crack of laughter.

you are beautiful the way you are...

your morning breath... your scruffy hair...

your caress... your principles... your fillial love...

your never ending quest for satisfaction and thirst for adventure....

but now im trapped....

i'm never sure for things left unsaid...

we keep secrets...

but these secrets that may never be told could complicate things..

could make everything an unreality...

could hinder a beatiful....

all i know is to take a risk...

to tell an untellable tale....

to accept judgement...

to accept an unacceptance....